Day 5

There is something that I've wanted in my life for as long as I can remember. Something I want so badly that, frankly, the pursuit of it has come between me and God for many years. I just never realized it until now.

Two nights ago, I heard a voice in my head. It was my own inner voice, but it was not me using it. It was as if someone else was using my brain for a few moments. This voice told me that I will have that thing I have been wanting. A calm, confident certainty swept over me, and I knew that what the voice said was true. After discussing it with a few people, I believe that was God speaking to me.

And what a blessing it is. For one thing, it's the most amazing thing ever to have heard God's voice in my head. But also, it means that I don't have to expend any energy trying to obtain this thing I've been wanting, that I've pursued for, oh, at least twenty years. Now I'm free to have the fullest possible relationship with God, and that's what He wants all of us to do. Also, I can pay more attention to the other areas of my life, which have suffered as well. It's so liberating to have Him on your side.

Praise God.