A bit of background: I have recently been dealing with a difficult relationship, albeit one that I cherish. It is of a romantic nature, and I believe that God brought her into my life. The question that plagues me is this: is she meant to stay in my life? She is very special and I often worry that if she leaves, I will not find someone else who makes me equally happy.
The fear of losing this relationship has dominated my thoughts recently, and even as I attempted to meditate on God for the first time. I asked Him to speak to me as directly as possible, because I want to know for sure what He wants me to do. Frankly, I'm tired of getting caught up in my own desires and disappointments.
It was after midnight when I started my meditation, and after a while I laid down to be more comfortable. Of course, I fell asleep. But when I woke up, I had a new realization: this woman, who I love, was created by God. And if He wants to, He can bring someone even better into my life. So, I have no reason to fear.
Praise God
The fear of losing this relationship has dominated my thoughts recently, and even as I attempted to meditate on God for the first time. I asked Him to speak to me as directly as possible, because I want to know for sure what He wants me to do. Frankly, I'm tired of getting caught up in my own desires and disappointments.
It was after midnight when I started my meditation, and after a while I laid down to be more comfortable. Of course, I fell asleep. But when I woke up, I had a new realization: this woman, who I love, was created by God. And if He wants to, He can bring someone even better into my life. So, I have no reason to fear.
Praise God
