Im slowly getting better! I don't know what it means... Ive never been this far as an adult. My memories are coming back, I don't get it!
God is with me! Im remembering! I suppose I feel safe because Im getting honest. Because Im getting honest, the inside of me is trusting the outside of me!
God is running everything!
I do not know what Im doing! I am growing and understanding...
I have to stay away from trouble.
Either Im alone with God all day long in this zoo, or Im up in heaven with God. Death makes no difference to me! ITs sad, but I do not care! However, God does. God saved me for this planet! He sent me back here to live a new life!
Im slowly allowing God to give me the courage to live once again! its been a long long time! I am so afraid of PTSD and other stuff getting in the way and destroying things again!
I take it very slowly!
God is with me! Im remembering! I suppose I feel safe because Im getting honest. Because Im getting honest, the inside of me is trusting the outside of me!
God is running everything!
I do not know what Im doing! I am growing and understanding...
I have to stay away from trouble.
Either Im alone with God all day long in this zoo, or Im up in heaven with God. Death makes no difference to me! ITs sad, but I do not care! However, God does. God saved me for this planet! He sent me back here to live a new life!
Im slowly allowing God to give me the courage to live once again! its been a long long time! I am so afraid of PTSD and other stuff getting in the way and destroying things again!
I take it very slowly!
