Broken mind, broken dreams, hairs standing, thoughts racing, intrusive images...eyes in my back....running from shadows ... Spine tingling, ice dripping.... Breathe bated, heart pounding...cold sweat....
Yet I'm tired, so tired I feel I can sleep forever. I don't know... I don't know if ill be okay.. I'm tired of fighting this invisible war..I'm tired , I want to give in. I want to forget this night.
If you're reading don't judge me or criticize...I'm not being dramatic...I can't sleep,barely eat... Please don't preach to me..that's the last thing I need. I just need to vent.
Yet I'm tired, so tired I feel I can sleep forever. I don't know... I don't know if ill be okay.. I'm tired of fighting this invisible war..I'm tired , I want to give in. I want to forget this night.
If you're reading don't judge me or criticize...I'm not being dramatic...I can't sleep,barely eat... Please don't preach to me..that's the last thing I need. I just need to vent.