I Dont know what Chistmas is going to be like this year.. after 3 years of not having enough money to really get presents and really be able to enjoy the feeling i get when christmas comes. i mean, what else does a 15 year old girl look forward too for christmas other than presents ;p and gods birthday :]
after my dad moved out and abbandoned my mother and 2 brothes and I 2 years ago, nothing has been going right for any of us. My dad seems to have a perfect life, with the woman he cheated on my mom with. (let me clue you in, this was his 3rd affair he had while married to my mother throughout their 18 years marriage. well 17, if you dont count the time up until the divorce and marriage of him and his "New Wife".)
my father is a diseaver, lease excuse my spelling
and he moved us, then dumped us. my mother, because of the suprise, and heart ache, lost her job and couldnt find a real steady paying job.
im just nervous that this will be another chrismas that i cant look forward to and i wont be able to create memories. i havent really gotten presents for about a feew years now, at least, not ones that i really asked for.
after my dad moved out and abbandoned my mother and 2 brothes and I 2 years ago, nothing has been going right for any of us. My dad seems to have a perfect life, with the woman he cheated on my mom with. (let me clue you in, this was his 3rd affair he had while married to my mother throughout their 18 years marriage. well 17, if you dont count the time up until the divorce and marriage of him and his "New Wife".)
my father is a diseaver, lease excuse my spelling
and he moved us, then dumped us. my mother, because of the suprise, and heart ache, lost her job and couldnt find a real steady paying job. im just nervous that this will be another chrismas that i cant look forward to and i wont be able to create memories. i havent really gotten presents for about a feew years now, at least, not ones that i really asked for.
