Ive been at my job for 11 years now. Its had its good points and bad.
But here lately its been so stressful I have hives, headaches, teeth clinching and just very unhappy. But if I stay I can retire at 41. I have ok insurance and Im very thankful that I have a job but the people I work with talk nasty, behave unprofessionally and lie on each other. Im alone and don't really have anyone to talk to. I try to be nice for the sake of my 12 hour shift to go by faster but I feel worse when I try to associate. I feel the darkness when I walk in.
Hoping someone has some advice. if I was doing the right thing I wouldn't be so stressed. its like I forget everything the Lord has told me when I walk in. The enemy is here full strength.
But here lately its been so stressful I have hives, headaches, teeth clinching and just very unhappy. But if I stay I can retire at 41. I have ok insurance and Im very thankful that I have a job but the people I work with talk nasty, behave unprofessionally and lie on each other. Im alone and don't really have anyone to talk to. I try to be nice for the sake of my 12 hour shift to go by faster but I feel worse when I try to associate. I feel the darkness when I walk in.
Hoping someone has some advice. if I was doing the right thing I wouldn't be so stressed. its like I forget everything the Lord has told me when I walk in. The enemy is here full strength.
