Changing

I just came to a realization:

I can't stand any of my former friends, I mean even my best friend and my partner I can barely tolerate now and I hate that.

I wonder if that's God's way of telling me something that I'm not getting or maybe it's my lack of sleep that's getting to me.

I dunno but I hate it...if it's Gods doing, I guess I have to accept it. And move on. Heh. But it hurts...