Have you ever had anything happen to you that is darn near devasting, and you cannot understand why it happened? I prayed for weeks on this, prayed right before the test, after the test, and all weeks leading up the the results....so much was riding on this, financially, emotionally, and spiritually. Yet....the end result is failure.
Did I not pray hard enough? Did God turn his back to our problems? Why did we get riddled with a decision that's going to cripple our family for the next couple of months? I don't understand what good could possibly come out of this.
I feel like i've been slapped in the face by a higher power. I know I shouldn't feel like this, but I cannot help but feel rejected and ignored...
Did I not pray hard enough? Did God turn his back to our problems? Why did we get riddled with a decision that's going to cripple our family for the next couple of months? I don't understand what good could possibly come out of this.
I feel like i've been slapped in the face by a higher power. I know I shouldn't feel like this, but I cannot help but feel rejected and ignored...
