Im attempting to work through the PTSD levels that I become aware again in the present; no easy task...
Im working to get dissociative disorder down..
Im working or trying to work as blind. I do not know what Im doing, except to trust God by talking to God and getting on my knees and trusting him.
Im actually connected to people. I was hurt when younger and could no longer get close to people! All associations stopped. I have a condition that warrants this safety... I am attempting to break though it a bit that I find people to spend time with!
All of this is hard. I have to keep in line with God!
My past is an atom bomb that exploded.
Im working to get dissociative disorder down..
Im working or trying to work as blind. I do not know what Im doing, except to trust God by talking to God and getting on my knees and trusting him.
Im actually connected to people. I was hurt when younger and could no longer get close to people! All associations stopped. I have a condition that warrants this safety... I am attempting to break though it a bit that I find people to spend time with!
All of this is hard. I have to keep in line with God!
My past is an atom bomb that exploded.
