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Things with food have been equally good and bad. I have had urges to binge but they haven't been urges of epic proportions which has made them manageable. Those minor urges to binge only become an issue when I'm on my own for 4 ours or so. Once I am on my own the food thoughts kick in and I find...
I am doing pretty badly with the food stuff at the moment. Some further research indicates that I could suffer from food addiction (chemical addiction to sugar etc), Binge Eating Disorder or BOTH. I am inclined to believe it is both due to it seemeing to be chemical and psychological or...
Monday night was a complete fail. The more the afternoon wore on the worse my buttered roll craving got, most to the point of climbing the walls.
I stopped in at woolies and grabbed a 6 pack of soft white rolls. I almost bought a packet of biscuits but was able to muster enough self control...
Last night I went a bit loop de loop and was climbing the walls a little bit.
I have just weighed in at 125.8kg which I think is a great start.
I posted Diary of a Food Addict on the forums yesterday to try and get some tips etc on how to manage this. Even though I made it clear that it is...
I decided to start a series of blogposts titled Diary of a Food Addict as opposed to the Diary of a Fattie that I was doing, for obvious reasons.
So...kinda just have to suck it up like a concrete princess I guess. I was pretty down about the whole thing, not just because if the stupid food...
For as long as I can remember I have tried my very hardest to make sure that the people around me are not only happy with themselves, but happy with me. I would say it probably goes a step further than that to say that they would be so happy with me that they would find it worth while sticking...
Yesterday was a bit of a struggle. Getting tired of coming face to face with the foods I am trying really hard to avoid at every turn. Junk at the morning tea at the training course, junk at lunch at the training course. Junk everywhere as I walk to work and walk to the train station. Junk...
So I am starting day 5, and I feel pretty good considering my little booboo yesterday. I weighed myself this morning and have dropped to 125.4kg which is a good result, I think, considering I am only on day 5.
I also found that I could stare at the naughty foods at miss mauds (while waiting...
I am now on the third day of this thing. Yesterday I was experiencing a bit of edginess in the afternoon, felt like eating my face off with anything I could get my hands on but I was able to avoid this by throwing some tea into my gob. I drank so much tea I am surprised I wasn’t running to the...
Today I start my 30 days without chocolate, donuts, chips and just junk in general. My weight is currently 125.7kg and I am around a size 22/24.
I am doing this for a few reasons. The first being to get control over the sugar/junk addiction. People think I am joking when I say that sugar is...
The deadline for the implementation of our new SOE approaches, and I have to say it is going to suck being on the support side of it. Although, us Desktop Support peeps are going to very much be in the same position as all of our clients. I wont specify what changes are being made, but lets just...
I have to say that my fave movie as a kid was a tie between Who Framed Roger Rabbit and Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. I dont think I have to point out the awesomeness of the two. I FINALLY found Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles on DVD and watched it as soon as I got home on Saturday lol. It was...
Today I arrived at work way too early, it was ridiculous, instead of arriving at 8am on the dot for my phone shift, I arrived at 7.21am, which makes it a lil awkward when all the work you need to do is pending on people who aren’t in until 8.30 – 9.00am. So I am basically just going to be...
Im a bit confused as to where Im at right now. I feel like I have lost myself, lost who I am and what I want, lost my opinions and my views on several things. Im afraid that Im losing myself because peoples opinions and wants of me have run my life for so long that I dont know where Im at with...
Ive been listeing to the new tallica album, Death Magnetic, TOTALLY FREAKING AWESOME. Heaps better than their last album I reckon, not that it was all crap. But Black will always remain my favourite album of all time in teh history of forever! I think that the day that never comes is an alright...
Ive been deep in thought about different things lately. Mostly about myself as a person, how I see myself, how I think other people see me, my self esteem and Christianity.
I have been doing a bit of self discovery, I have been 100% honest with myself and i realised a lot of things. I know...