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So much has been happening lately, both good and bad, but even those smooth out over time and I see that it was only bad in the moment. The past couple of months have been amazing and a learning experience all at once. This past month, I continued the cleaning process that I begun almost a year...
I randomly found this and thought I would repost it. This was written by an 18 year old girl. The amount of comments and feedback in one day was amazing to me. So I felt that this spoke to so many people, and a feeling that so many of us have dealt with or been affected by suicide, in one way or...
I wrote this a week or so ago and thought I would share it. I felt this when it was written and thought I might not be the only one feeling this way.
Here.
Oblivious to the room,
Oblivious to your Eyes.
Vacant, like any emotion for me.
Oblivious to your heart,
Void from any thought of me...
Fighting and fighting. Battles upon battles, and I sit here discouraged. My eyes are blinded and my heart hardened. I pray for this veil to be lifted and the way is shown out of this desert. I pray for brokenness, not renewal. I need to be broken and humbled, shown discipline and perhaps out of...
Nothing too deep to write about this time, just getting things out in print so maybe somethings might make more sense.
Lately I have been struggling to pray and read my Bible. I know once I step away from the word, I step away from the presence of God. I haven't stopped or stopped trying, but...
I read these words in all three church services today and thought that I would write them out and share them. They hold a powerful message to me, and reading them aloud before the church and before my God was simply amazing. I didn't write the words, I merely read them, but the power and...
Father, I love and praise you! I pray that I am not blind to the things I stumble with, the things I struggle with, that they are opportunities to love you more and to grow in your light. I pray Father that I become the man you desire me to be, a man that has the strength to not only walk my...
A lot on the mind and a lot on the heart. There has been so much going on lately, it makes my head swim. I see battles day to day, I see victories, I see failures and grave mistakes. I pray for the family and friends of a resent suicide in the community (Craig). He was battling so much and...
Now by no means am I discontent with God or my relationship with Him. On the contrary, I feel the passion that He instills within me grow whenever I get the chance to speak of Him and the amazing things Christ does in my life. My heavy heart is for different reasons, one is for the endless...
God has been working in my life and showing me so much over the past few days. My relationship with Him has flourished and just seeking Him has proved to be so rewarding. I have been able to share my faith with people, to see others be affected from the words Gods sends through me. I am in awe...
lyrics to a new song I thought I'd share
I can't seem to find my Eve
This heart has worn through it's sleeves
Stars fell on Eden tonight
I can't seem to find my way
To this bright and better day
Stars fell on Eden tonight
I know you made her for me,
but why does she always leave...
Haven't been able to write much at all as of late, I've been real busy with work and just haven't had decent access to a computer.
I love my job and I thank the Lord for it and the ability to work for the man known as Bill Anderson. He is an amazing man of God, and walks so strong. Recently I...
So much and so little at one time. There is so much I could talk about, and so much more on my heart and mind, but there is really no point in even uttering a word. I know how it always ends, the same and pain-filled. My faith has grown weaker and I am struggling. I desire to back in the place...
So it's been a week since the camping trip, and as suspected, people have fallen away from the challenge that was proposed, or so that's my guess. Solomon's Porch asked that people write in and announce their way to make more time for God and then after keeping up with it for a few days write...
I guess as an update, God is still blessing me by placing people in my path to speak with and share my testimony with daily. Not just one this week, but DAILY. I have spoken and met with a few christians who are trying to get back with their personal walk with God and a long talk with a guy I...
Last night God showed Himself to me in a very interesting way. I went to Waffle House around midnight. I ordered my food and after it came out I prayed to Him that He plant me where He needs me to be and if there is an opportunity what-so-ever for me to be a vessel for Him, to let it happen. Not...
This weekend, I went on a camping trip to Fall Creek Falls in Tenn. with, pretty much the core group of Solomon's Porch [a small group of collage and young adults from the West Ga area, whose numbers are growing]. The fellowship with other like-minded Christians was good and the time away in...
...seems too much at times. I say that I think about the end times and I wish to hear the Trumpets blast, and I don't lie about that what-so-ever. I pray to God that each and everyday is the last one that I walk with this lonliness, this heartache. I pray that His glory rain down and for Him to...
I am officially over my job. I haven't quit and I haven't been fired, but I am definitely over it. When the acting manager can't own up to the way they treat you, acts as if they are completely right to be the way they are and then gets mad at me for defending myself...I'm done. I had already...
It's the spiritual lows to where I feel as though I am starting to drift away, that maybe I just should care cause things are too much. I doubt my self worth to my friends, to myself and to my Creator.
Yesterday, out of curiosity, I visited the church I was a part of when I was younger. I...