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Inside My Mind, Viewing Through My Eyes

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This Is It
xxsilverkisses
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I never come on here anymore because this site...I really find no god anymore. How can I? I'm way to stuck, I keep asking for help and he doesn't answer. I've made up my mind, I've decided not to stick around to see judgment day. I've given up entirely to the devil because hes more powerful...
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Piano
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We have a piano downstairs, something my dad had gotten me eight years ago when I expressed interest in playing the piano. It was a nice escape from what was going on in my mind--and at school, just to sit down and play random notes and take piano lessons for four years before I quit because of...
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Changing
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I just came to a realization: I can't stand any of my former friends, I mean even my best friend and my partner I can barely tolerate now and I hate that. I wonder if that's God's way of telling me something that I'm not getting or maybe it's my lack of sleep that's getting to me. I dunno...
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Can't Find Him
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My anorexia came back in full blast; for the longest time I've struggled with eating disorders and depression. Last few days: bing eating. Three weeks ago, after a lot of stuff happened, I forced myself to throw up. While I was at work. Hah. I attempted suicide, but I now only have a...
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Bleh
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Well, I'm starting my walk with Christ again after months of desperation and searching and Him always sending me angels and signs, etc. Everything will go into His hands, but I have my doubts. :\ I hate depression but I can't help it and I trust God to take it away from me, one day. Hopefully...
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Pandaemonium Scene
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Eliisa stands there, petrified in her spot; mesmerized by his deceitful smile. She had been tricked, she realizes; lured away from a path that had kept her safe and away from harm. She recognizes this story, the same stories told throughout her life; girl meets someone new, girl gets tricked and...

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