God why do you love me??I am just a nail in your wrist, a thorn in your crown. You bled and died for me. I take my life for granted. You have given me such an awesome life on this earth. I no longer worry about the future God. Today is called the present because each day is a gift. God you are so amazing. i understand why you put me through the bad times. they are to learn deeper about you and how I need to depend on you and only you. you send people to tell me they love me, to tell me the things i need to hear, but thats really you God. Praise your good name!! I always say that God im not worthy of your love. well, you made the definition of my name pop into my head. its worthy of love. you named me that for a reason. you knew I was going to say this even before i was born. now im thinking about it and I am worthy of your love and i think thats so awesome you named me Amanda. i appreciate my name so much more now. Thank you God for giving me such a strong name., Now i discovered another gift you gave me..its my own name. 
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