I figured that my olds blog entries would be transferred to the new system or whatever but i'm back to starting from scratch. lol 
and staying on this topic, i'm back to scratch concerning me and God. it's frustrating because i'll make some headway and then when things go well, I lose my motivation. My life spins out of control and it gets worse and worse each time. i really thought about ending it all the last time things got bad. but I'm gonna fight my way to the place I'm supposed to be. I'm just starting to be at a place where I don't care about what people think and if they can't handle my decision then so be it. I'm off to complete my AP assignment before school starts. Pce
and staying on this topic, i'm back to scratch concerning me and God. it's frustrating because i'll make some headway and then when things go well, I lose my motivation. My life spins out of control and it gets worse and worse each time. i really thought about ending it all the last time things got bad. but I'm gonna fight my way to the place I'm supposed to be. I'm just starting to be at a place where I don't care about what people think and if they can't handle my decision then so be it. I'm off to complete my AP assignment before school starts. Pce
