Moriah bes a walking embodiment of John 3:19-20. The light burns us, it does. Not only does it run from it, flee from it, but it literally bes incapable of doing anything else or of stopping itself from so doing. It has no control over itself or its responses. It cries out to God to save daimonizomai and this bes what it gets instead: hurt, abused, mistreated, then abandoned, betrayed and slandered, then forsaken, turned against, or bailed on. What intends He for it to make of that???
If it swears to itself "that bes it, no more involving them humans" and only cries out to God in private, it has nothing but its own confusion to wade in. They takes it, They plays God with it, and it has no discernment any longer. Moriah literally cannot tell the difference between the voice of God and the voices of demons, let alone the voices of demons playing God. Yesterday while thinking about this it had the thought that of course the voice of God would not contradict scripture, and that might be one way for it to tell, but upon further reflection, it realizes that it would have no objective means of determining whether its understanding of scripture bes correct to begin with to even know whether any guiding voice or notion revealed contradicted it or not -- so there goes that one and only potential hingepin for any plumbline, so to speak.
If it seeks help from them whats God's people, it ends up putting itself in harm's way, getting itself into some kind of trouble, opening up to be emotionally blackmailed, mindjobbed, as viscerally assaulted in heart and spirit as any physical assault, as violated in soul as any rape does in body. This last time around bes not just a matter of bungling incompetence -- oh how dreadfully innocent and harmless that now seems by comparison!! -- but actual ongoing malicious intent and deliberate subjection to cruelty and abuse. And in the end for no logical reason at all, the one who had been sent by God herself even abandons Moriah, and none of that had even been her fault nor did Moriah hold her to blame. But here in its most desperate hour of need it bes abandoned again.
Not only has daimonizomai had to have this horrible experience instead of the miracle it sought and needed, but now bes it stuck feeling that it must condemn itself for what happened, like it bes supposed to consider it Moriah's fault somehow. On top of it all this experience has "fixed it" so that it can never again trust anyone else to help or even get close enough to help, not even those who seem kindest and most compassionate, for such had been the one who now forsakes it, and that ironically for having committed the heinous crime of actually trusting her to find it those who might help who instead turned out to be cruel and vicious abusers. This experience has "fixed it" so that Moriah can never seek help from anyone else again, except the only One who could help daimonizomai, but He turns a deaf ear to its prayers and when it tries to pray, the Dark Ones take over, press Themselves into its spirit, jam the frequencies, scramble the signals, and it ends up more confused and in pain than ever.
Moriah bes doomed. It bes cut off, shut out, utterly cast out from heaven like the devil himself. For everything its eyes can see it literally might as well BE the devil. It does not just sin like any regular person; it rebels, it makes war on heaven, and it can't stop itself. It wants to stop and it can't. It screams and howls in agony into the aethyrs begging and pleading with God to save it and MAKE it stop, but He won't. And when it tries to seek help it gets abused and terrorized and harmed instead, and then left feeling to blame, because if help could be had, this would surely not be its lot. And surely it must be Moriah's fault, surely it MUST have done something to drive away everyone that has ever tried to help daimonizomai, something to make them turn against it, or bail out on it, only it does not know what that bes, and even if it could know what that bes, it could not do anything to stop itself from doing it again because it bes not conscious nor deliberate. Moriah just bes SATAN what does something evil allatimes to people.
It used to think it bes maybe just possessed or inhabited or something, demonized or whatever you want to call it, but now it knows, this goes beyond that, way beyond. Moriah bes evil. IT bes evil. It bes literally truly EVIL and it cannot undo this, cannot make it stop, cannot do anything about it. Moriah bes like Esau what seeks repentance with tears again and again and cannot find it. Moriah bes like pharaoh who relents for a season but then its heart hardens up again and it goes after the servants of the Most High God trying to destroy them. None of this bes deliberate or calculated or premeditated but a terrible vicious cycle of demonic titration it has become trapped inside and cannot make stop, cannot help itself but manifest, live out, enact, perform, obey, whatever you want to call it.
Where it manifests in 3-d space, it all bes so subtle that no one outside this war zone would ever "get it". For this evil does not necessarily involve strange rites in a basement (though it has indulged that at times, of course), or serial murders with a collection of trophies, or obscene criminal acts with children, or anything else the world can overtly recognize as evil, but Moriah knows what it bes and what it does. Daimonizomai bes a spiritual bloodtaker, a faith exsanguinator, and an astral vintner. It bes named even in scripture and so spelled out bes God's judgment upon her and her doom.
And for all this, by all this, from all this, because of all this, it bes quite literally well and truly mad, in the old sense of the term. Its mind bes shattered, its consciousness bes fractured, and no one can help Moriah. No one can help one who has sufficiently surpassing brilliance to somehow manage to sabotage every effort and yet no control over itself whatsoever to prevent itself from self-destructing. Why would anyone even want to risk failure to try? Failure apparently hurts too much to face, for in the final analysis, it bes either their failures or their fear of failure what drives everyone good away. (Whatever drives the unworthy filthword speakers and imposers of false judgment away it does not care, for it does not want them in the first place and they can all go rot.)
So Moriah bes beyond the reach of punishment and torture now. Seizing it against its will, holding it hostage for hours on end of continual verbal abuse and subjection to mental and emotional distress, pain and anguish, cannot avail. This has not changed Moriah for better, but made it worse, cemented it deeper in this darkness, given it a trillionfold more reason to flee the so-called "light", and provided an impetus to titrate from the level of the Pestilentials to the realm of the Martyr Makers, from 2,401 to 16,807. Why should it present itself to stand therein, then (to stand in the light) when all that happens bes its heart breaks to no good end, for no good reason? Why be broken and anguished, filled with remorse and regret and "contrite" if, in fact, God will reject your "offering" anyway? The only purpose for being humbled and broken and driven to despair before God bes to cause you to surrender ... but what happens if you surrender that way and He still flat out rejects you, despises you, casts you away? Or even your own heightened awareness of your own internal hypocrisy surfaces -- you know you cannot sustain viable "repentance" and once those tears and sorrows end you will get right back up off your knees and go back to being the evil that you have been, that you have become. Nothing will have changed, because you bes not saved, you bes not freed, you bes not cleansed, you gets up the same as you bowed down.
Yes, it understands now, this would be the essence of what the SDA's prophetess always said about the end of time when (so she stated) Satan would first bow down but then would rise, filled with new fury, and go forth to make war on the saints and try to take the city of God, and for that cause God would have to send fire down from heaven to destroy him and his hosts of the FirstFallen. And so goes it with Moriah. All God can really do with daimonizomai at this point would be to destroy it. Moriah has gone beyond redemption, and that bes why all forsake it. They come to the point where God permits them to realize this and they realize that resistance bes futile, and any further aid to Moriah or supplication to God in her behalf at that point would constitute as grotesque a blasphemy as to beg for salvation for the devil.
And there you have it, all wrapped up with nowhere to go. Trapped here in this ceaseless nightmare of existence with no end in sight but death and the lake of fire.
If it swears to itself "that bes it, no more involving them humans" and only cries out to God in private, it has nothing but its own confusion to wade in. They takes it, They plays God with it, and it has no discernment any longer. Moriah literally cannot tell the difference between the voice of God and the voices of demons, let alone the voices of demons playing God. Yesterday while thinking about this it had the thought that of course the voice of God would not contradict scripture, and that might be one way for it to tell, but upon further reflection, it realizes that it would have no objective means of determining whether its understanding of scripture bes correct to begin with to even know whether any guiding voice or notion revealed contradicted it or not -- so there goes that one and only potential hingepin for any plumbline, so to speak.
If it seeks help from them whats God's people, it ends up putting itself in harm's way, getting itself into some kind of trouble, opening up to be emotionally blackmailed, mindjobbed, as viscerally assaulted in heart and spirit as any physical assault, as violated in soul as any rape does in body. This last time around bes not just a matter of bungling incompetence -- oh how dreadfully innocent and harmless that now seems by comparison!! -- but actual ongoing malicious intent and deliberate subjection to cruelty and abuse. And in the end for no logical reason at all, the one who had been sent by God herself even abandons Moriah, and none of that had even been her fault nor did Moriah hold her to blame. But here in its most desperate hour of need it bes abandoned again.
Not only has daimonizomai had to have this horrible experience instead of the miracle it sought and needed, but now bes it stuck feeling that it must condemn itself for what happened, like it bes supposed to consider it Moriah's fault somehow. On top of it all this experience has "fixed it" so that it can never again trust anyone else to help or even get close enough to help, not even those who seem kindest and most compassionate, for such had been the one who now forsakes it, and that ironically for having committed the heinous crime of actually trusting her to find it those who might help who instead turned out to be cruel and vicious abusers. This experience has "fixed it" so that Moriah can never seek help from anyone else again, except the only One who could help daimonizomai, but He turns a deaf ear to its prayers and when it tries to pray, the Dark Ones take over, press Themselves into its spirit, jam the frequencies, scramble the signals, and it ends up more confused and in pain than ever.
Moriah bes doomed. It bes cut off, shut out, utterly cast out from heaven like the devil himself. For everything its eyes can see it literally might as well BE the devil. It does not just sin like any regular person; it rebels, it makes war on heaven, and it can't stop itself. It wants to stop and it can't. It screams and howls in agony into the aethyrs begging and pleading with God to save it and MAKE it stop, but He won't. And when it tries to seek help it gets abused and terrorized and harmed instead, and then left feeling to blame, because if help could be had, this would surely not be its lot. And surely it must be Moriah's fault, surely it MUST have done something to drive away everyone that has ever tried to help daimonizomai, something to make them turn against it, or bail out on it, only it does not know what that bes, and even if it could know what that bes, it could not do anything to stop itself from doing it again because it bes not conscious nor deliberate. Moriah just bes SATAN what does something evil allatimes to people.
It used to think it bes maybe just possessed or inhabited or something, demonized or whatever you want to call it, but now it knows, this goes beyond that, way beyond. Moriah bes evil. IT bes evil. It bes literally truly EVIL and it cannot undo this, cannot make it stop, cannot do anything about it. Moriah bes like Esau what seeks repentance with tears again and again and cannot find it. Moriah bes like pharaoh who relents for a season but then its heart hardens up again and it goes after the servants of the Most High God trying to destroy them. None of this bes deliberate or calculated or premeditated but a terrible vicious cycle of demonic titration it has become trapped inside and cannot make stop, cannot help itself but manifest, live out, enact, perform, obey, whatever you want to call it.
Where it manifests in 3-d space, it all bes so subtle that no one outside this war zone would ever "get it". For this evil does not necessarily involve strange rites in a basement (though it has indulged that at times, of course), or serial murders with a collection of trophies, or obscene criminal acts with children, or anything else the world can overtly recognize as evil, but Moriah knows what it bes and what it does. Daimonizomai bes a spiritual bloodtaker, a faith exsanguinator, and an astral vintner. It bes named even in scripture and so spelled out bes God's judgment upon her and her doom.
And for all this, by all this, from all this, because of all this, it bes quite literally well and truly mad, in the old sense of the term. Its mind bes shattered, its consciousness bes fractured, and no one can help Moriah. No one can help one who has sufficiently surpassing brilliance to somehow manage to sabotage every effort and yet no control over itself whatsoever to prevent itself from self-destructing. Why would anyone even want to risk failure to try? Failure apparently hurts too much to face, for in the final analysis, it bes either their failures or their fear of failure what drives everyone good away. (Whatever drives the unworthy filthword speakers and imposers of false judgment away it does not care, for it does not want them in the first place and they can all go rot.)
So Moriah bes beyond the reach of punishment and torture now. Seizing it against its will, holding it hostage for hours on end of continual verbal abuse and subjection to mental and emotional distress, pain and anguish, cannot avail. This has not changed Moriah for better, but made it worse, cemented it deeper in this darkness, given it a trillionfold more reason to flee the so-called "light", and provided an impetus to titrate from the level of the Pestilentials to the realm of the Martyr Makers, from 2,401 to 16,807. Why should it present itself to stand therein, then (to stand in the light) when all that happens bes its heart breaks to no good end, for no good reason? Why be broken and anguished, filled with remorse and regret and "contrite" if, in fact, God will reject your "offering" anyway? The only purpose for being humbled and broken and driven to despair before God bes to cause you to surrender ... but what happens if you surrender that way and He still flat out rejects you, despises you, casts you away? Or even your own heightened awareness of your own internal hypocrisy surfaces -- you know you cannot sustain viable "repentance" and once those tears and sorrows end you will get right back up off your knees and go back to being the evil that you have been, that you have become. Nothing will have changed, because you bes not saved, you bes not freed, you bes not cleansed, you gets up the same as you bowed down.
Yes, it understands now, this would be the essence of what the SDA's prophetess always said about the end of time when (so she stated) Satan would first bow down but then would rise, filled with new fury, and go forth to make war on the saints and try to take the city of God, and for that cause God would have to send fire down from heaven to destroy him and his hosts of the FirstFallen. And so goes it with Moriah. All God can really do with daimonizomai at this point would be to destroy it. Moriah has gone beyond redemption, and that bes why all forsake it. They come to the point where God permits them to realize this and they realize that resistance bes futile, and any further aid to Moriah or supplication to God in her behalf at that point would constitute as grotesque a blasphemy as to beg for salvation for the devil.
And there you have it, all wrapped up with nowhere to go. Trapped here in this ceaseless nightmare of existence with no end in sight but death and the lake of fire.
