God is love. Discern undesireable influences and avoid them. You are God's beloved child, and his heart is touched by your cry, and his hand is outstretched toward you. Commit your way unto him daily no matter how things appear; he will make a way for you through all that presently troubles you and all that shall come. Love for you cannot be measured. Be anxious in nothing, for he is ever with you. Hear these words of faith, for God shall move through your faith and open doors to bring you the joy that you so desire. Even now his hand is at work to bring thse things to pass, for he is the Lord who loves you.