When I was in high school I didn't always have a boyfriend but I always would want one. Then one would come along and stick around for a month or two, then go away again. Now I'm in college and single. and I'm loving it.
I don't feel like I'm missing anything at all. Maybe romance has lost all of its appeal for me. I know that since I lost my virginity back in June, I haven't been desperate for a boyfriend. I know I shouldn't be having sex. But despite its wrongness, I think it did teach me something: that I can be my own person. I don't need a boyfriend. I only want one, and worry too much about finding one.
I have friends and family to support me and love me. Why do I need a boyfriend? They never last long. They're in and out in the blink of an eye, and very few of them are ever permanent. So I'm not going to worry about getting a boyfriend. I don't need one and at the moment I don't particularly want one. Though it would be nice if I had one. I'm not looking for one. I am my own person. I have my own goals. I'm simply too independent. And I like it that way.
I don't feel like I'm missing anything at all. Maybe romance has lost all of its appeal for me. I know that since I lost my virginity back in June, I haven't been desperate for a boyfriend. I know I shouldn't be having sex. But despite its wrongness, I think it did teach me something: that I can be my own person. I don't need a boyfriend. I only want one, and worry too much about finding one.
I have friends and family to support me and love me. Why do I need a boyfriend? They never last long. They're in and out in the blink of an eye, and very few of them are ever permanent. So I'm not going to worry about getting a boyfriend. I don't need one and at the moment I don't particularly want one. Though it would be nice if I had one. I'm not looking for one. I am my own person. I have my own goals. I'm simply too independent. And I like it that way.
