Being alone

When I ask God about people, he lets me know! and allot of the time the answer is no!

He says no about certain people. If those people are cute, the answer is no! and I have to respect that! and God is right. He's been right from the beginning! I never listened to him. I have to start listening to him.

As I heal up, I do not want to deal with people that do not appreciate me! I would like to find people that are like me! My people. Im not sure who they are. I will have to write up who I would like to be around. I have been around ungrateful people who care only about themselves and no one else; and it gets so tiring..

Many people would like me to leave, or leave them, or leave them be, or leave them alone! Im starting to get the message...

I hate being lonely and alone! it sucks..

Most of the interested people were players playing games and nothing more! These people had an ace up their sleeves. When will I learn?

Im more cautious now! Im not dumb enough to fall for this stuff any longer. There must be some people I can relate with..

I have to learn to trust God!

I would like to make changes..