A Lot has happened in those two years. I met a girl, got married and soon to get an annulment. I am deployed currently on my first ship out in the Med. and well i don't know what to do with my self anymore. The woman i love is wanting to get seperated, and well i cant stop her when im half way acorss the world. Hy heart is broken tonight and i have fallen from what i thought was a great place to be at. Now i am back here looking for some new friends to help me out and hope to find what i need to get myself back out there into the real world. I know i have not been the best guy or anything like that. but i have seriously change, and this deployment has made me realize it. well things have to be done and people have to get heart breaks at some point. i guess it is best now and not when we have kids together.