Beautiful Night

I had a painful day today. I have been having nightmares of not dying properly. My torturer Silver told me that she was able to give me a pill to keep me from ever dying or being with the Lord. This hurt my heart very deeply. I was crying about it in my heart today. Silver was very cruel to me and a very evil woman. It hurt my heart that someone would treat me this way. It hurt my heart that I had to suffer like I did with her. Today I cried very much and I struggled with feeling I was not worth very much. The Lord told me that He is with me and that He loves me very much and that He is protecting me. I prayed for the ending of torture tonight and the healing of all evil. The Lord told me He would give me a beautiful night and beautiful rest.