Good evening everyone!
I've been waking up and immediately praying for the past couple of days and i love it! Towards the end of my addiction, when i made the decision that I was going to try to stop using drugs, my mornings has been terrible. So, i hear voices and one of the voices said when I woke up today "Have her stop praying for us!". I'm not sure if i should stop praying for them or not.. I feel like its a demon saying that.
It says in my recovery bible that "Just because we are working the steps doesn't mean that our lives are as they should be".
Just because I'm sober now doesnt mean that things are the way that they should be. I still have a lot of problems that need to be dealt with. Theyre just different from when i was getting high. It also says "God is our ultimate help in clearing the way to a better future. He looks forward to removing our shortcomings so we can better avoid being tripped up. " I've almost been tripped up a couple times. There was one situation where i was trying to put myself back out there with drugs, but the person stopped replying to me after i gave that hint which i think was an act of God. Then another situation where I was just supposed to have sex with him, but he brought drugs along which was going to make it difficult for me to say no if he didnt have a conscious. He told me that he didnt want to be the cause of me being back out there on drugs again and didnt want that on his conscious so that was another act of God. Which im thankful i didnt go back to that life.
I've been waking up and immediately praying for the past couple of days and i love it! Towards the end of my addiction, when i made the decision that I was going to try to stop using drugs, my mornings has been terrible. So, i hear voices and one of the voices said when I woke up today "Have her stop praying for us!". I'm not sure if i should stop praying for them or not.. I feel like its a demon saying that.
It says in my recovery bible that "Just because we are working the steps doesn't mean that our lives are as they should be".
Just because I'm sober now doesnt mean that things are the way that they should be. I still have a lot of problems that need to be dealt with. Theyre just different from when i was getting high. It also says "God is our ultimate help in clearing the way to a better future. He looks forward to removing our shortcomings so we can better avoid being tripped up. " I've almost been tripped up a couple times. There was one situation where i was trying to put myself back out there with drugs, but the person stopped replying to me after i gave that hint which i think was an act of God. Then another situation where I was just supposed to have sex with him, but he brought drugs along which was going to make it difficult for me to say no if he didnt have a conscious. He told me that he didnt want to be the cause of me being back out there on drugs again and didnt want that on his conscious so that was another act of God. Which im thankful i didnt go back to that life.
