It is indescribably overwhelming when you find out secrets of your own life, that everyone else has known for months. Imagine that question that you have, that keeps you up at night and rolling in your sleep; imagine wanting that answer that you think could never be obtained. What if your best friend knew, and never told you?
The amount of control that another human being can have over my life without my knowledge is nauseauating. Should I not trust her? After events that have happened in my life did occur, I struggled to live to my goal of still being able to trust people, despite what one person did to me. But now, inevitably, history has repeated itself, and I sit just as helpless and angry as the first time. What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to trust, when both times i did not even have a sign that they were lying to me.
It's like waking up one day and finding out the sky has always been green, you just have a form of colorblindness.
It makes you look stupid. It made me look naiive. And all I can think of is how much better I am than to get angry, yet I cannot do anything less.
How can love be so quick to betray?
Its people like you who give love a bad name.
The amount of control that another human being can have over my life without my knowledge is nauseauating. Should I not trust her? After events that have happened in my life did occur, I struggled to live to my goal of still being able to trust people, despite what one person did to me. But now, inevitably, history has repeated itself, and I sit just as helpless and angry as the first time. What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to trust, when both times i did not even have a sign that they were lying to me.
It's like waking up one day and finding out the sky has always been green, you just have a form of colorblindness.
It makes you look stupid. It made me look naiive. And all I can think of is how much better I am than to get angry, yet I cannot do anything less.
How can love be so quick to betray?
Its people like you who give love a bad name.
