Are we insane?
Some years ago I was told to see a psychologist because of something that happen in my past, my mother thought I was “insane” because she said my father ”would NEVER do such a thing”, the woman would ask me the same questions every time I saw her, who are you?, Do you see things that others don’t?. She was asking if I thought I was something I never claimed to be, and did I see things others did not. If I answered yes I would
have been labeled crazy or insane. Some years later I would take a Job on a psych hospital, as the woman training me showed me around, we passed a man who thought that he was God. He would reach out into space and take into his fingers a planet and place it somewhere. He placed spider webs on things and then laugh with delight while looking at his new creation, and say this is good! Not once did I ever see him try to create man.
The woman said that sometimes we would be taking residence to the park for picnics, but for them to go they would be told to act normal and you couldn’t tell them from the other people in the park. So why am I writing about this? I’m glad you asked. Because the people of the world are so caught up with sex, pornography, work, and a whole host of other things. If you asked someone on the street who was Jesus? You will get a million answers. But for the most part they will tell you he was….. a good person, he was God, he was a teacher, etc. But if you ask who do think God is. You will most likely get an answer like there is no God. The Bible says that a fool says in his heart there is no God. Psalm 14:1
Christ followers are a peculiar breed, they do not follow the rest of the crowd, they don’t concern themselves with the things of this world, and the Christ follower is different from the ones who accept Christ but then don’t follow Him, don’t read their Bibles, don’t pray on a daily basis. They don’t go to church to say “woooooo whooooo I’m a Christian because I’m in church every week”. As a Satanist priest I attended a church service every week and even taught Sunday school, going to church getting baptized, accepting Christ with your mouth and not in your heart will never get you into heaven. Accepting Christ requires a matter of the heart. Even Satan accepts Christ, and quotes scripture that does not make him a Christian any more you standing in a garage makes you a car. There are a whole host of churches in the world and the people to fill the seats, but for me I would rather have one faithful person who makes changes in their lives to follow what the Bible tells them, then to have a mega church with people who are bench warmers.
Luke 18:18 Christ was approached by a rich man who asked what must I do to inherit eternal life? And Jesus answered him saying, “You know all the commandments, do not commit adultery, do not murder, do not steal, do not bring false witness, honor your father and mother”. And he said “I have kept all of these since my youth.” When Jesus heard this He said but you still lack one thing. Go and sell all you own and give it to the poor and you will have riches in heaven.”
I will say one more thing in closing – God does not want your lip service, He don’t care that you are all dressed up and putting on a good show in worship service. I once knew a church where some of the women every church service no matter what the Pastor said, would come to the altar, and weep and cry and carry on, raise their hands, face so full of repentance. Then when the pastor would touch them they would fall to the floor.
I even spoke a satanic prayer in “another language” in a prayer meeting, those who were “given the gift of interpretation” were saying yes Lord and amen make it so Lord”, the prayer was a curse on the church.
God does not need people who put on a good front, who can say I am a Christian, with their mouth and not in their hearts. He wants followers who are willing to give everything, to follow him, the apostles all had jobs, fishermen, tent makers, tax collectors, even a Dr. when Christ said follow me they dropped what they were doing, and followed.
I am but a fruit inspector
