Dear Lord God,
Thank you that you have enav\bled all of this to happen. You have changed everything and I am grateful for all the blessings. Though at the moment I am finding it hard.
Dear Lord, I enjoy this new church that I am going to and I enjoy the company of the people. It is always nice to have a loving church family to encourage me in my walk with You but last night I felt a little deflated. I felt that I was being undermined in my faith. I felt a lot more discouraged than encouraged and now I am not sure what to do. I wanted to go to prayer and praise tonight but at the moment I am still feeling flat. I know that You will bless me because I went but I am just worried. There are some feelings inside that are mixing up and getting confused. I am grateful for my friend S here. She is so smart and friendly. A lovely woman of Christ. I know that she is fine to go by herself but I just want to know what you think I should do. I really would like to spend the time talking to you but I am not sure if my flatmates will be home or not and there are things in my heart that I really want to write down and tell you all about. I know that if I go out tonight it will be very late before I get home and won't find the time or inclination to do it. And then tomorrow it will all be forgotten in the usual cleaning and going out of a Saturday. No I think I need to stay home. I will explain to S. I think I need to write something and she would be the perfect person to share it all with.
Yes, Lord I pray that you give me the wisdom and the opportunity to speak what my heart so desires to say. Please be with the group that meets tonight. May You bless them and encourage them tonight.
Thank you that you have enav\bled all of this to happen. You have changed everything and I am grateful for all the blessings. Though at the moment I am finding it hard.
Dear Lord, I enjoy this new church that I am going to and I enjoy the company of the people. It is always nice to have a loving church family to encourage me in my walk with You but last night I felt a little deflated. I felt that I was being undermined in my faith. I felt a lot more discouraged than encouraged and now I am not sure what to do. I wanted to go to prayer and praise tonight but at the moment I am still feeling flat. I know that You will bless me because I went but I am just worried. There are some feelings inside that are mixing up and getting confused. I am grateful for my friend S here. She is so smart and friendly. A lovely woman of Christ. I know that she is fine to go by herself but I just want to know what you think I should do. I really would like to spend the time talking to you but I am not sure if my flatmates will be home or not and there are things in my heart that I really want to write down and tell you all about. I know that if I go out tonight it will be very late before I get home and won't find the time or inclination to do it. And then tomorrow it will all be forgotten in the usual cleaning and going out of a Saturday. No I think I need to stay home. I will explain to S. I think I need to write something and she would be the perfect person to share it all with.
Yes, Lord I pray that you give me the wisdom and the opportunity to speak what my heart so desires to say. Please be with the group that meets tonight. May You bless them and encourage them tonight.
