All At Once (June 24, 2005)

"Don't blame the messenger." So I won't, but it has come to my attention that unknown persons think that I have become "clenched" when it comes to God and when I speak of Him. Funny, but I just feel that I am trying to do the right thing and follow His word and if they feel as though I am "anal" then THANK YOU! I am trying to see through the eyes that God wants me to see through, ones that look beyond all this crap in the world, all this waste that we as humans worship and find comfort in. I find comfort in Jesus Christ, plain and simple! I am trying to follow Him and His word as best as I possibly can, through my actions, my words, my prayers and accountability with others. If I am now "clenched" because that is not how I was before, then know this now, I AM NOT WHO OR WHAT I WAS BEFORE! I am a child of God and I will speak with passion for my Father, whenever the spirit moves me. I will not step back and be ashamed, nor will I apologize for my love or the words God says through me! If I am "clenched" or "anal" so be it, but I am focused on the Lord my God, so pursecute me if you must for loving the Lord, but I will not back down. I will seek Him even more and continue to do His will. I am stepping out and stepping up for Christ and I wish for you to join me. This is not an easy road, but the only one that leads to salvation and glory. A road that I am not yet used to, but it is the path directed for me and I will walk it gladly, whether or not I am alone and laughed at, or with dear friends that share in this wreakless abandon of love. Call me what you will, try to discourage me, but the Holy Spirit lives IN me and I will praise the name of God Almighty till my dying day!