Finally, I get some rest. After Christmas, after Thanksgiving, now I get some rest. I have been going nonstop the past 2 1/2 weeks. Since I started working, it seems like my days off are filled with working on my house and that is going nowhere. I moved in for like 2 weeks and then had to move back out because my tub was leaking like a freaking fountain and my heater was going to burn the house down. Hopefully I will be able to move back in early January.
I don't really know what is going on. I know I am just tired and worn out and sometimes I just want to hide from the world and not let anyone inside my bubble. Thankfully, it's not nearly as bad as it once was. I think it's just part of my personality rather than some "demon" as it was pegged a couple years ago. Sometimes I wonder if simple personality traits are misconstrued as "demons". It seems to happen a lot. I don't know. It sure would be an easy way to dismiss part of who you are that you don't like as something else that is seperate from you. I wonder if that doesn't happen a lot too. Anyway. I'd better stop before i get into a rant.
I don't really know what is going on. I know I am just tired and worn out and sometimes I just want to hide from the world and not let anyone inside my bubble. Thankfully, it's not nearly as bad as it once was. I think it's just part of my personality rather than some "demon" as it was pegged a couple years ago. Sometimes I wonder if simple personality traits are misconstrued as "demons". It seems to happen a lot. I don't know. It sure would be an easy way to dismiss part of who you are that you don't like as something else that is seperate from you. I wonder if that doesn't happen a lot too. Anyway. I'd better stop before i get into a rant.
