Is anyone familiar with 12 steps meetings? I guess mine is a minor weird newer stranger 12 steps group, but I should go to these meetings instead of writing rambles on non addiction blog site. I meant to - I don't have any local F2F meetings so it is about online fellowship, but I meant to write something over the last 2 days which I failed to do. I say again that there is not enough time. I'm not avoiding anything, but was just too preoccupied with day to day living.
I've got about 30 minutes before leaving and I'm not up to logging in to their sites. I wanted to write a letter to one lady, too, telling her I'm fine though there were several natural disasters around my area over the last few months. She knows what a bad correspondent I am already, but I wanted to let her know. I don't want to be working every day just to stay alive. It doesn't feel like life.
Waking up at 4:30 am or earlier several times a week, forcing food when I'm only half awake. I do not dislike the job itself, but I'm not the best worker who can do everything in a fastest way. I can only work on myself, but how??
I've got about 30 minutes before leaving and I'm not up to logging in to their sites. I wanted to write a letter to one lady, too, telling her I'm fine though there were several natural disasters around my area over the last few months. She knows what a bad correspondent I am already, but I wanted to let her know. I don't want to be working every day just to stay alive. It doesn't feel like life.
Waking up at 4:30 am or earlier several times a week, forcing food when I'm only half awake. I do not dislike the job itself, but I'm not the best worker who can do everything in a fastest way. I can only work on myself, but how??
