I have several strange friends. They are sadistic and controlling in many ways. They disappear when I start getting my life together or I start needing support to move forward, or Im grieving..
Im moving forward socially.. This is phenomenal thing. Im not sure where it will take me. I have some ideas. As soon as I have hope, these blokes disappear.. There only around when things are tuff, they wont help me out of the hole. The hole they are in.. The hole Im working out of.
I have to keep working with God. Continuous, all the time..
They disappear at that moment they are needed for support: they know what they are doing!..
I have to really dig down and trust God.
Im moving forward socially.. This is phenomenal thing. Im not sure where it will take me. I have some ideas. As soon as I have hope, these blokes disappear.. There only around when things are tuff, they wont help me out of the hole. The hole they are in.. The hole Im working out of.
I have to keep working with God. Continuous, all the time..
They disappear at that moment they are needed for support: they know what they are doing!..
I have to really dig down and trust God.
