I'm starting this on the first day of the new life God has put before me.
Two weeks ago my wife of 13 1/2 years passed away. We laid her to rest and collected monies for St. Judes hospital in her name. Just last night I returned from there.
Today I have to start the next chapter.
I don't know what it will bring, I do know that I will listen to what God has in store for my life.
Ephesians does say I am His masterwork. He built me with a specific purpose.
But today?? Today I struggle with going on without her. I don't want to leave her behind.
I don't want to clean her out of my everyday life.
I don't want to "remove" her presence from my daily life.

I don't want to "move on"
J
Two weeks ago my wife of 13 1/2 years passed away. We laid her to rest and collected monies for St. Judes hospital in her name. Just last night I returned from there.
Today I have to start the next chapter.
I don't know what it will bring, I do know that I will listen to what God has in store for my life.
Ephesians does say I am His masterwork. He built me with a specific purpose.
But today?? Today I struggle with going on without her. I don't want to leave her behind.
I don't want to clean her out of my everyday life.
I don't want to "remove" her presence from my daily life.

I don't want to "move on"
J