I'm sure some of you are used to it more than others. Maybe someone here can give me a word of advice. I don't know. I guess I'm sharing this with you all because I don't think she'll read what I have to say. But right now I'm really struggling.
I am still in love with my ex. She dumped me because I did some things that are hurtful to her and I can't seem to convince her that I didn't do it on purpose. Even if she is convinced of that, well, I just don't know what she thinks at the moment.
But my heart is aching soooo much! I keep seeing her smiling face and it makes me want to cry. I get so hurt at the thought of her finding some other guy or moving on without me in her life. This whole situation just sucks.
I begged and begged for a second chance because I didn't know I was doing any wrong until it was already over. I know this situation needs time and prayer, but the thought of losing her forever just gives me a feeling in the pit of my stomach like that would be the most horrible thing ever.
I just don't know what to say or what to do. Everyone is telling me to just move on and whatever, but I just can't stop thinking about her. I can't believe that it's all over just like that. Part of me believes that we will be together again in the future, but the way she talks, I'm not sure if she does.
How do I move on? How do I just stop thinking about it? This hurts me so bad. Please help
I'm falling apart.
I am still in love with my ex. She dumped me because I did some things that are hurtful to her and I can't seem to convince her that I didn't do it on purpose. Even if she is convinced of that, well, I just don't know what she thinks at the moment.
But my heart is aching soooo much! I keep seeing her smiling face and it makes me want to cry. I get so hurt at the thought of her finding some other guy or moving on without me in her life. This whole situation just sucks.
I begged and begged for a second chance because I didn't know I was doing any wrong until it was already over. I know this situation needs time and prayer, but the thought of losing her forever just gives me a feeling in the pit of my stomach like that would be the most horrible thing ever.
I just don't know what to say or what to do. Everyone is telling me to just move on and whatever, but I just can't stop thinking about her. I can't believe that it's all over just like that. Part of me believes that we will be together again in the future, but the way she talks, I'm not sure if she does.
How do I move on? How do I just stop thinking about it? This hurts me so bad. Please help
I'm falling apart.
