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Venting zone, keep clear.

Things were terrible lately. But couple of days ago they just upgraded to hopeless. I don't feel like anything anymore. Aren't even looking forward to spring or summer anymore because getting there would just claim more hurt. I don't feel like that. Whatever good times I had, I had, and they ain't coming back. Metallica released a new album, so I've got my sunshine package I can warm upon during these freezing days. Gosh I really love what James creates. Hope it didn't hurt him too much to maintain such kind of lifestyle.

Yeah. As I said. Venting zone. I guess I'll just go and listen to some depressing songs and make some preparations. This has gone way too far.