well - I have just realised it was JAN when I blogged last - Blimey time really does fly! I have a few days off now so I thought I would chill and see how my fellow CF'ers were 
Well - I suppose there is something I need you all to do as well. Its my Provincial Selection on the 22nd April and to be frank I need prayer I am getting really nervous about it now. I am really busy with my Church activities at the moment (I hate saying Church activities as to me they are MY LIFE activities)- every now and again the dread that the selectors are going to ask me something that I truly don't know the answer to keeps coming back (usually at 3am lol) and so now I am going through that 'I'm going to embarras myself' thing. Its weird because I know that I am going to be absolutely myself and just see what happens.SO why am I going through this??
One thing that did make me feel that it is still what God wants me to do, is the fact that there is a book called 'When The Church says NO' - well I tried 3 times to buy it the other day and it wouldn't go through online. At the 3rd attempt I quit thinking if it was mean't to be I would have got it the 1st time. Does that sound too much like rationalisation?
Anyway I hope you are all well! Take care and I will promise to update quicker next time. Love and Blessings Alex xxx
Well - I suppose there is something I need you all to do as well. Its my Provincial Selection on the 22nd April and to be frank I need prayer
I am getting really nervous about it now. I am really busy with my Church activities at the moment (I hate saying Church activities as to me they are MY LIFE activities)- every now and again the dread that the selectors are going to ask me something that I truly don't know the answer to keeps coming back (usually at 3am lol) and so now I am going through that 'I'm going to embarras myself' thing. Its weird because I know that I am going to be absolutely myself and just see what happens.SO why am I going through this?? One thing that did make me feel that it is still what God wants me to do, is the fact that there is a book called 'When The Church says NO' - well I tried 3 times to buy it the other day and it wouldn't go through online. At the 3rd attempt I quit thinking if it was mean't to be I would have got it the 1st time. Does that sound too much like rationalisation?
Anyway I hope you are all well! Take care and I will promise to update quicker next time. Love and Blessings Alex xxx
