I am not afraid of God. Fear drives out love,and love drives out fear.
What I fear ,and you too if you really think about it ,is not God,who IS LOVE,and He sent his only son
to prove that to us ; no, what you fear, is yourself.
The distance between your lack of love and faith in Him ,is what makes you afraid. Deep down inside,
you have to face the problems which keep you from knowing this loving God. Only when you are ready
to accept the Love that Christ offers,will you be saved from this false idea .
What in fact you and many do ,is to mix up the Heart's purpose ,which is love ,and sacrifice for yours
and others good,and the Intellect's purpose which is to examine evidence,which informs the heart.
What you see when you are hurt ,ill,lost ,war etc .and blame it on God,
is in fact the consequence of mixing up the roles of the heart and intellect. What happens when you
stop loving your 'neighbour',honouring your parents,ignoring God is that you suffer the consequences
of being seperated from Him,and his light and love. You then apply false Logic[intellect] to your situation ,
and say God is angry with me ,you etc. But that is not true.
God has set up His Creation to work according to a preset of laws,like this computer is set to laws.
We are part of this interactive Living Created World,and when we break those laws an automatic
crisis situation ensues for the individual,and sometimes for the society.This happens whether you
believe or not,it is automatic,and punishment ensued,automatically.
However in order to be really just, God set up a way for those who believe in HIM,and work with
him ,not against Him to be saved from the negative consequences of this 'automatic system' ;
He sent Jesus.
There were always those who loved Him,and had a relationship with Him ,as we know in the bible,
but many were condemned automatically to hell. No one is condemned to hell who follow Jesus.
He bypasses the default position ;He is the Way ,and not to be feared but loved.