what are you feeling right now? (10)

[loved33]

sometimes we don't like the answer we get when we pray . Sorry you didn't get what you wanted.
Jesus when in garden of Gethsemane asked if he could not go to the cross, but then said, 'nevertheless, thy will be done'.

If Jesus hadn't gone to the cross none of us would be able to get into heaven.

God the Father is not mean, He raised Jesus from the dead and now Jesus is the Name above all names.

If it were truly good and right for you , God would bring that person back into your life - the bible says He will withhold no good thing from you.

God will be wanting to bring a new friend for you , im sure, but if you are still locked into the past friend, you may not mentally be allowing him to bring it, you may be missing God's provision or blind to new people trying to connect, because you are insisting on this old thing.

It can become a prison and life passes you by - and the old friend has moved on.

It's so sad I know, when you have loved someone so much and they leave, I too have experienced this, and you don't get over it overnight, it's a lingering dull pain for quite a while - but a weight will be lifted when you get your own closure.

Aim for your own closure and then leave it closed.

You have a life to live. You are a really nice person too- such a shame to see you waste all your loveliness on someone who doesn't include you or celebrate you any longer.

Move on petal, you need better than that - no matter how good the good times felt, this is torture now - and you need to live in peace and love , not be tormented like this.


It is not abundant living - do you agree?

 

[redblue22]

feeling somewhat free

 

[Victorium]

feeling somewhat free

Sounds Good!

 

[Humble Pie]

I tried a novena very recently and it did not work for me so I feel very discouraged. I was trying to pray for my ex friend to come back to me. the most I saw as a response to the prayer was that he changed his display picture

 

[TomCS]

Why not start now? You're only 40 and still have oppunties ahead. Stop punishing yourself Tom, that's not what God wants, forgive yourself. You may not get everything that other people have, but hey they haven't had the challenges you have had in life. If you get on top of all your fears and discover yourself, just thing of what sort of person you will be. Quite an amazing person that's for sure. Come out of that shell and those chains so we can see the real you. Don't waste anymore time putting yourself down got for it! Maybe you're not meant to be normal, maybe you're meant to be unique! I hope that I'm understanding your situation properly and not making you feel guilty?

No, you're not making me feel guilty Victorium. Thank you for your response, your enthusiasm is infectious! I feel locked up in a shell of shyness and social phobia that I've never been able to overcome. Maybe because I've tried to overcome it in the power of my own flesh, instead by the Lord's might. God bless you sir!

 

[Victorium]

I'm feeling like a zombie again. Oh God I hope that doesn't come back. I hope that I'm only having a small relapse. I'm tired of fighting my battles just want to break out and be extraordinary.

 

[Colleen1]

I'm feeling like a zombie again. Oh God I hope that doesn't come back. I hope that I'm only having a small relapse. I'm tired of fighting my battles just want to break out and be extraordinary.

Not easy. I empathize. Take care of yourself. God loves you.

 

[Noxot]

God makes me have feelings. I don't like God because of that. God let me be formed into what others and myself and Him all do. and I don't like God for that. God says i need to just accept that i exist but i don't want to accept just because it is.

God matters more than any of you. God gives you sorrow so that you want Him. God only want you to be like Him and will torment you if you do not be like He is.

just because I can not destroy my very spirit soul and body like I want to, God forces me to have the only thing i can have when I do not follow Him. and those things are evil. i want nothing and so God gave me evil and good instead.

i wish i could show love for you people so much that you feel like I feel. you think hate and sorrow is bad? wait until you see that God loves you so much that He will force you through all kinds of pain just to make you like He is. no one can save me from God. this is the true terror.

to be honest. evil only exist because God thinks it is for the best good for evil to possibly exist. and so i exist, against my own will. I would not exist if God made me good. but I want the good me to be destroyed too. good wants the evil to live. but i hate existing.

 

[Criada]

The Psychiatrist adjusted the dosage of my anti-depressant yesterday. Feeling very tired and lethargic.

Praying for everyone here.

Praying that the side effects are minimal and that the new dosage makes a positive difference very soon

 

[Criada]

unwanted!

You're not, though, sweetie
We want you, God wants you, and I am sure that there are many others who love and need you

 

[Criada]

I feel like asking God why? Why me! I'm the furthest away I've ever been from my faith. I am worthless, I cant find a single good thing about myself. Depression and anxiety are slowly taking over my life. I wake up and go to bed depressed. Right now I don't even see a point.

You know that isn't true, sweetie , even though it feels that way.
The light will come back - don't give up
Prayign for you.

 

[Criada]

annoyed, fed up, withdrawn

better but still annoyed

Praying for resolution of whatever is causing the annoyance!
Glad you're feeling better otherwise

 

[Criada]

I have stopped praying.

There are plenty of us here who will do it for you until you are able to again, sweetie

 

[Criada]

I tried a novena very recently and it did not work for me so I feel very discouraged. I was trying to pray for my ex friend to come back to me. the most I saw as a response to the prayer was that he changed his display picture

I'm sorry that God didn't answetr as you wanted Him to, sweetie - but I think sometimes we do need to accept that he knows what is good for us.
His plans for you are good, that's a scriptural promise, so if the answer to this in a no, it's only because He has something better for you.

 

[Criada]

feeling somewhat free

That's good
Praying that it continues!

 

[Criada]

I'm feeling like a zombie again. Oh God I hope that doesn't come back. I hope that I'm only having a small relapse. I'm tired of fighting my battles just want to break out and be extraordinary.

To be honest brother, I think that you are already pretty extraordinary! You have a real gift of empathy and encouragement which is rare and very much appreciated.
Praying that the numbness passes soon, and that you see the blessing of God in your life.

 

[Criada]

God makes me have feelings. I don't like God because of that. God let me be formed into what others and myself and Him all do. and I don't like God for that. God says i need to just accept that i exist but i don't want to accept just because it is.

God matters more than any of you. God gives you sorrow so that you want Him. God only want you to be like Him and will torment you if you do not be like He is.

just because I can not destroy my very spirit soul and body like I want to, God forces me to have the only thing i can have when I do not follow Him. and those things are evil. i want nothing and so God gave me evil and good instead.

i wish i could show love for you people so much that you feel like I feel. you think hate and sorrow is bad? wait until you see that God loves you so much that He will force you through all kinds of pain just to make you like He is. no one can save me from God. this is the true terror.

to be honest. evil only exist because God thinks it is for the best good for evil to possibly exist. and so i exist, against my own will. I would not exist if God made me good. but I want the good me to be destroyed too. good wants the evil to live. but i hate existing.

God loves you, brother.
Sometimes we do experience suffering, but God never causes evil.
Praying that you know the good things he has in store for you

 

[Yusuphhai]

tired and fear the relationship with my workmates and leaders. but a little better than last week. And i need to view the web sites about recovery of depression in Chinese.

Wish you all a wonderful day.

 

[Jeshu]

God makes me have feelings. I don't like God because of that. God let me be formed into what others and myself and Him all do. and I don't like God for that. God says i need to just accept that i exist but i don't want to accept just because it is.

God matters more than any of you. God gives you sorrow so that you want Him. God only want you to be like Him and will torment you if you do not be like He is.

just because I can not destroy my very spirit soul and body like I want to, God forces me to have the only thing i can have when I do not follow Him. and those things are evil. i want nothing and so God gave me evil and good instead.

i wish i could show love for you people so much that you feel like I feel. you think hate and sorrow is bad? wait until you see that God loves you so much that He will force you through all kinds of pain just to make you like He is. no one can save me from God. this is the true terror.

to be honest. evil only exist because God thinks it is for the best good for evil to possibly exist. and so i exist, against my own will. I would not exist if God made me good. but I want the good me to be destroyed too. good wants the evil to live. but i hate existing.

How sad is your outlook how hopeless is your case my friend, do you think you can bring a charge at God? it seems to me you are confusing Satan with God and don't know God well it all.

evil only exist because of human choice, you can't possible blame God for still loving us though we bring forth out of the abyss, the uncreated with Satan in charge, albeit through his pet the world for that matter, working at providing for flesh will be our mother you can be assured of that.

What about if your existence changed and you saw light at the end of the tunnel and butterflies darting through the air once more?

what about when the pain goes away would you then want to keep on experiencing it? And the source from that Goodness, where it comes from?

As for your charges God suffers the evil with death, from the first to the last of His kids who are taken over by it. Surely you are perceptive enough to see that that is what Jesus demonstrated on the cross, sin kills God, hence the punishments are always just for injustice is not in Him, but He is The Truth of our lives as well and one can kill the truth only x-amount of times

I'm proud of a God who lays down His life for His Kids, such is a noble choice even, so we can have our evil toys and all the other things we have brought forth with the evil ones in tow.

It is not our ever loving Father who is to blame but evil loving humans who have kept popping up with more crap taken-up out of the Abyss

God is perfect loving try to rethink God from such a perspetive it gives a much better out come.

God doesn't punish us, Satan loves doing that when he got us on his turf, torturing, manipulating, terrorizing, Satan loves doing hurt to us all, as you know.

 

[Noxot]

evil exist because God said free will was the best good.


I don't know what nothing is but i get sick of God making me created. I see a beautiful creature right now but it does not change who i am.

God has to put up with me? well I wish He would not. i wish He would get rid of me! if I had the power I would destroy my spirit soul and body. I think destroying the body alone is not worth it so i don't kill myself. if i could delete them completely I would.

just accept that some people don't want a better, they want a nothing. God won't give it to me. i will look in my own abyss that belongs to me. i will have things worse than demons. i will show God how much I can destroy His creature that He made. since I can't have what i want, the only other thing i can be is evil.

but life is so lame, all I want to do is kill myself and end myself but I can't so i have to rot in this stupid world until God decided it is time for me to die and then I will rot in hell.