I don't think I posted this here before but a while ago I had some problems with a voice that was basically telling me alot of negative things and encouraging me to self harm and just generally to hurt myself...It kinda went away on it's own but now it's back. It's kinda different this time but I know it's still the same problem if that makes sense...recently it's been saying all sorts of stuff that are really hard to ignore and i'm really struggling with it.
Like the other day I had to speak to my counsellor on the phone which I've never really done before cause I hate phone calls and so I sounded a bit stupid and was desperatly trying to end the conversation as soon as possible. As is usual for me I felt complety stupid and then the voice kicked in and started telling me that my counsellor doesn't actually like me and that she only ever acts like she cares out of sympathy cause I'm so pathetic and that if she didn't care then no one did so i was on my own. I know it's not true but it'd really convincing when you hear something inside your head like that and I don't really know what to do...I guess If you guys could pray that it wont go to far and convince me to self harm or do anything like that I would really really apreciate it.
Like the other day I had to speak to my counsellor on the phone which I've never really done before cause I hate phone calls and so I sounded a bit stupid and was desperatly trying to end the conversation as soon as possible. As is usual for me I felt complety stupid and then the voice kicked in and started telling me that my counsellor doesn't actually like me and that she only ever acts like she cares out of sympathy cause I'm so pathetic and that if she didn't care then no one did so i was on my own. I know it's not true but it'd really convincing when you hear something inside your head like that and I don't really know what to do...I guess If you guys could pray that it wont go to far and convince me to self harm or do anything like that I would really really apreciate it.