dayknee
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If only my husband had even cared enough, before it was too late, to see how his addictive behavior hurt me..
im so happy joyfull that God is working in your life..
Im hopefull that in your situation and having a christian husband, that you can overcome..
I do believe that my husband could always become saved..I just dont believe that I could wait around for that to happen either..
Joyfull, i hope you find peace and happiness again..and that your marriage is restored to the better..
gahhh..i hate feeling sorry for myself..
I sit here typing this..and tears are running down my face..wondering always, why i was never good enough to work hard for in this marriage..somedays I wish I could write a post so that you guys knew all the things that have hurt me over the last 10 months..things he's said to women on the internet thru a game he plays called Warcraft, the inappropriate behavior with animals sites hes been to, the lying, the illegal business things..i have so much pain in my heart and so much hurt and aching..Some days...I get a little peace..and some days..like today..its so overwhelming..waking up..alone..thoughts going a mile a minute..its trying..
My councelor says that I have choices and to not let myself feel backed in a corner..and i feel somedays I m ready to exersice those choices..then other days i think..what am I doing..I often wonder if this is what a woman goes through in a abusive situation? idk
Oh wow..sorry to rant on and on..this was suppose to be for you joyfull..me telling you how happy i am for you..God bless you sister
If only my husband had even cared enough, before it was too late, to see how his addictive behavior hurt me..
im so happy joyfull that God is working in your life..
Im hopefull that in your situation and having a christian husband, that you can overcome..
I do believe that my husband could always become saved..I just dont believe that I could wait around for that to happen either..
Joyfull, i hope you find peace and happiness again..and that your marriage is restored to the better..
gahhh..i hate feeling sorry for myself..
I sit here typing this..and tears are running down my face..wondering always, why i was never good enough to work hard for in this marriage..somedays I wish I could write a post so that you guys knew all the things that have hurt me over the last 10 months..things he's said to women on the internet thru a game he plays called Warcraft, the inappropriate behavior with animals sites hes been to, the lying, the illegal business things..i have so much pain in my heart and so much hurt and aching..Some days...I get a little peace..and some days..like today..its so overwhelming..waking up..alone..thoughts going a mile a minute..its trying..
My councelor says that I have choices and to not let myself feel backed in a corner..and i feel somedays I m ready to exersice those choices..then other days i think..what am I doing..I often wonder if this is what a woman goes through in a abusive situation? idk
Oh wow..sorry to rant on and on..this was suppose to be for you joyfull..me telling you how happy i am for you..God bless you sister
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