I have just found out that my daughter is expecting. She is due in September. It is so bittersweet. Terry would have been such a wonderful grandfather. He loved babies. This is my first grandchild. For the first time since Terry passed, I feel like there is something to live for. I know I have to press on for this child's sake. I will be the only grandparent for this precious little one. My son-in-law is from Germany, so his parents will have an ocean between them and this child.