- May 13, 2006
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Hi guys, this year has been the hardest year of my life and i would really like some prayer. I am very behind in school and I think I may fail this year. I have a sleeping problem so it makes it harder for me to study or do any work, I have been pushing myself so hard this year that I cannot even think very well at all. I go to sleep at 6:30AM and wake up at 2:30 to do school until my brain cannot do anything else which takes any thought power. My brother messes with me every day in allot of ways. I keep having to have surgery on my teeth. Everything keeps coming at me like a brick wall and I cannot really stop moving. Anyways this is just a few of the problems and its causing major depression and I feel bad physically every day from pushing myself. I have come very close to suicide, one of the things stopping me is that God told me what I have to do with my life and it is very important to me and that would just stop me. That is not the only reason but its one reason I am so sad about failing this year.
If you would pray for me I would appreciate it very much, thank you.
If you would pray for me I would appreciate it very much, thank you.