I'm not EO, but you guys are always very kind to me, so would you all please pray for me? I'm ashamed to say why, and don't deserve anyone's prayers, but I need them nonetheless. Thank you.
I have betrayed our Lord in some terrible ways, having loved neither God nor my neighbour, but God is gracious and has moved me to sincere repentence. I feel terrible and very scared for the future, but by God's grace, and strengthened by your prayers, I hope to be reconciled to God through Christ.
"deserve" prayer? Everyone deserves prayer. If you have done something terrible to others or to yourself, prayers help. FWIW, the Orthodox Church has saints who were former murderers, pirates, robbers, etc...the key word is "former"...through prayer and repentance, and the Grace of the Holy Spirit, lives have been completely changed. I pray for you, and for your life. God bless you, and never think you don't "deserve" prayers.