Ok, I have known for the past few years what God wants me to do with my life but I feel like Satan is attacking me -- I feel panicked, fearful, and scared of life itself all of the sudden -- and I know that God does not give the spirit of fear and foolish doubt, but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
I felt so weak and restless because of this that I couldn't go to sleep last night. I stayed up to 3 in the morning reading my Bible, searching for answers.
I need prayers of peace and that God shows me what my purpose in life is, that if it's the same one I've been chasing all these years or if it's different and I've just been listening to the voice of the enemy all along. Right now I feel alone and in the dark, like my life has just come crashing down after so many years of spiritual structure and being so sure of where God was leading me. Now I don't feel like He's there anymore.
I felt so weak and restless because of this that I couldn't go to sleep last night. I stayed up to 3 in the morning reading my Bible, searching for answers.
I need prayers of peace and that God shows me what my purpose in life is, that if it's the same one I've been chasing all these years or if it's different and I've just been listening to the voice of the enemy all along. Right now I feel alone and in the dark, like my life has just come crashing down after so many years of spiritual structure and being so sure of where God was leading me. Now I don't feel like He's there anymore.