- May 2, 2020
- 20
- 20
- 23
- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
Hello my names Malik, a bit of background on me I grew up in church but didn’t really take God serious until I was 17 I saw that the one who loves God obeys his commands so I set out to be born again which I believe I was and to learn his commands but shortly after I stopped seeking after him and was weighed down by my sins and ended up losing my attitude of fighting against it and continued living in it, fast forward a couple months after being born again I lost what little understanding I had and settled for a lowland Christianity(not consciously) fast forward 2 years later I see the errors of my ways and deeply regret how I’ve lived my life and want to walk in a deep relationship with God but I feel no conviction for sins I just know in my heart they’re wrong I have full desire to forsake all sin and want to walk with God but I’m afraid I grieved the Holy Spirit so much that it departed and will never return, I understand God forgives all sin but his kindness is not be taken advantage which I’m afraid I trampled the grace of God and I also understand people can’t confirm if the spirit is in me or not but the spirit itself testifies to our spirit we are children of God my question is how do I get it back if I can I’ll do anything to have the privilege of being a Christ follower that God has forgiven for past sins but I feel no peace of anyone has any advice I’d greatly appreciate it