How do you know you are saved? Not what do you do to have it shown to you (reading the Bible, praying, because I understand all this) but in those moments when you feel utterly alone and don't feel as if God has accepted me at all, how do I KNOW I'm saved? When my faith is that weak, where can I put my comfort? What logical things can one do to find if they are saved in the days, weeks or months when they don't "feel" it?
Also, how does one know they are a true repentent Christian when he or she grows up in a Christian home? (I'm not bashing this, just a question for my own benefit). I find that when people ask, yes, I believe that I'm in total depravity and Jesus is my salvation if I ask him into my heart. However, I've been told this is truth since I was a baby. So it's something I know just like I know that my birthday is in June, that Abraham Lincoln was a president, etc. It's almost common knowledge in my mind. Does that make it less "true" for me having just known it since I was young?
Obviously, I've been a Christian my entire life and I've been having doubts about my faith lately, not because of some outrageous down fall but because I sometimes feel I dno't believe what I believe for the right reason. And I really don't feel God's presence and haven't for way too long now. I keep looking back at times when I did feel it and wanting that back and wondering if I was just kidding myself into thinking I was a Christian then and really am not. I want to be a Christian in my heart, as I know the things of the Bible to be true, but am I accepted? Do I REALLY believe them or do I just think they are true because of my upbringing?
Any encouragement would be much appreciated.
Also, how does one know they are a true repentent Christian when he or she grows up in a Christian home? (I'm not bashing this, just a question for my own benefit). I find that when people ask, yes, I believe that I'm in total depravity and Jesus is my salvation if I ask him into my heart. However, I've been told this is truth since I was a baby. So it's something I know just like I know that my birthday is in June, that Abraham Lincoln was a president, etc. It's almost common knowledge in my mind. Does that make it less "true" for me having just known it since I was young?
Obviously, I've been a Christian my entire life and I've been having doubts about my faith lately, not because of some outrageous down fall but because I sometimes feel I dno't believe what I believe for the right reason. And I really don't feel God's presence and haven't for way too long now. I keep looking back at times when I did feel it and wanting that back and wondering if I was just kidding myself into thinking I was a Christian then and really am not. I want to be a Christian in my heart, as I know the things of the Bible to be true, but am I accepted? Do I REALLY believe them or do I just think they are true because of my upbringing?
Any encouragement would be much appreciated.