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That I have commited the unpardonable sin because I don't convictin anymore. I have zero power to repent. No hearing my calling to be a preacher. Ciggeretts have got me into a bind. I take psych meds cuz everybody thought I was crazy. And most of all I don't feel God's presence in my life. I have accepted it. That Hell is a place for those who fear God but did nothing to help grow His Kingdom. I already know God is real. Just I'm not going to fight day in, and day out beating myself up trying to figure out what the heck happened. It over there no need to cry no more.