today is my birthday and i just turned 20...i had really been thinking about turning 20 and how i would feel and i was a little scared and excited at the same time. it's kinda weird not to be a teenager anymore and i will never be again but i was scared that i would change. I figure that by no longer being a teenager that a lot more adult responsiblities would be placed on me and that adults would expect more out of me and would expect me to act a certain way. I guess i say this because i am like 7 years old at heart and i love to joke and laugh and act crazy but i am very responsible and know how to act. There is a place and time for everything but i guess i'm scared that everybody will think that i should change all around. and of course i don't want to but do i have to become more of something or can i always be like this?