Thank you so much for your replies! Dragonrunner, I recognize so much of what you're writing from our church. And when people leave (or are not coming often enough), if they don't say that you're not one them then it's that the enemy is tricking you and leading you astray.
He has said this several times, come think of it though, mostly it's that if Jesus comes back and service happens to be during that time and you're not there, you will go to hell.
I'm not even supposed to discuss this, cause it makes me a rebel and I don't obey.
I think the pastor's heart is in the right place though, he is very loving and even offered to pray for an expensive trip out of his own pocket so I could attend a healing service. But I don't know.. so many things feels wrong about this place.. some times I wonder if I'm the one something's wrong with. But I'm happy to hear your opinions on this specific issue are about the same as mine.