I need prayers badly. im 36. im married to my husband and have a son. we live with my parents. my mom had cancer a few years back and everything was on me. I was taking care of my sick mother, my dad, husband and son. it was overwhelming to say the least. mom is clear of cancer now (thank God) but she is still very weak and in pain/sleeping all the time. my husband acts and lives like a child. he is 38 and he has bipolar depression/ADHD. my son is 6 and just diagnosed with ADHD and anxiety disorder so i am dealing with daily meltdowns and school issues on a daily basis. my dad is lazy. im doing everything in this house, no matter how many times i have brought up this issue nothing or none of them help for long. husband adds more stress on me during the most unnecessary times. i am tired. im tired of the cooking, cleaning, doctor appointments, school meetings etc. on top of it all i dont work and i am drowning in debt because my husband does not make enough money and ive maxed out credit cards just to buy food for the past few months. no food stamp assistance because we dont qualify. I have been out of work for 6 years since i got pregnant and now i cant find a job. i have no support system, no job, no money, no car to even get me to a job. i am thankful i have a place to live right now, but i am seriously hurting. im not happy. i hate my life. i hate being married i hate having to take on everything for everyone. i am not healthy. not physically or mentally. i am at a really bad place in my head. i hate everything. i need prayers, i need a miracle. i want to break free from this hurt, this stressful marriage, this debt i cant get out of. i pray so hard sometimes and i try my best to give my worries to Jesus but my head wont let me. my heart keeps breaking. i cry and pray and wish every day something willl give but it never does. i feel defeated. please pray for me, i am so, so exhausted. if you got his far reading my vent, thank you for listening.