I'm struggling to stay strong in the faith. I'm struggling to focus on becoming more saintly rather than giving into my worldly desires in the face of great uncertainty. I'm struggling to feel at home in the Catholic Church when most around me are Catholic in name only or in private only, or on their own terms only. I'm struggling to feel at home in the Catholic Church when those around me who are fervent and conformant seem totally inaccessible to me. I'm struggling to pray because I just don't like to talk a lot, and I'm growing weak from praying for strength. I'm struggling to accept the blossoming hardships that I believe the Lord has let me realize are coming upon the world.
I'm just really struggling.
I'm just really struggling.