It's easy to say money doesn't matter when you have lots of it
As they say, talk is cheap.
When someone says trash doesn't matter to them and the garbageman takes their trash and they don't even notice, they just don't care. You know they're telling what's truly in their heart.
But if someone says money doesn't matter to them then you ask them to give you money. Suddenly they make tons of excuses not to give anything away of the "thing" they say don't matter to them.
I'm a student of "human nature" so I know what goes on in our hearts. And I also know what the Bible says. The relationship between God and money is between love and hate like between good and evil. No middle ground that we who claim to be Christians shouldn't like money at all.
And the truth is, getting a bit of money still excites me. Probably because I don't make enough. We're drowning in debt, my income isn't enough to pay for my debt inheritance (from parents) that we're soon going to be homeless.
I pray to God to give me a job with more income. Probably not the right prayer to pray. I've done this prayer for years. I've talked about this problem before with other Christians (relatives, friends in real life) but they tell me I don't have faith, it's my fault. Some even started avoiding me even though I never asked them for any help.
I maybe making the wrong prayer but strangely enough, God made His presence in my life quite abundantly. He or the Holy Spirit provided comfort in my dreams when I sleep. It's paradise each night like the movie Night at the Museum where the dead come to life, literally.
And despite the unbelievable stress I'm facing, I'm not physically aging at all. I'm in my 40's now and still looked like I did in my twenties, even better.
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