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nika_boka
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I have posted this elsewhere but I need some advice.
I became a christian as a teenager 10 years ago. For many years I lived a good life, in relationship with god, I was baptised in water and the holy spirit. I went to church every sunday, I served on many teams, I ran the production team at the youth group on fridays and attended midweek meetings almost every other night. I look back on it now and know that I got burnt out and walked away from church and god. Around the same time I also started a relationship, and am now engaged and am getting married next year. Since walking away from church and god though, needless to say I've let a lot of morals slip. I still desire to be close to god again, but since walking away from the life i one lead I've obviously fallen into a life of sin. The worst part is I enjoy so many things in my life at the moment that I know i wouldn't/couldn't do anymore if I tried to start again. this is where the conflict lies. I am also scared that if i go back to church i will just end up getting burnt out again as well as feeling like I had to deny how far from God I've fallen.
What i guess i want advice on, is where should i start from to rebuild my relationship with god again?
I became a christian as a teenager 10 years ago. For many years I lived a good life, in relationship with god, I was baptised in water and the holy spirit. I went to church every sunday, I served on many teams, I ran the production team at the youth group on fridays and attended midweek meetings almost every other night. I look back on it now and know that I got burnt out and walked away from church and god. Around the same time I also started a relationship, and am now engaged and am getting married next year. Since walking away from church and god though, needless to say I've let a lot of morals slip. I still desire to be close to god again, but since walking away from the life i one lead I've obviously fallen into a life of sin. The worst part is I enjoy so many things in my life at the moment that I know i wouldn't/couldn't do anymore if I tried to start again. this is where the conflict lies. I am also scared that if i go back to church i will just end up getting burnt out again as well as feeling like I had to deny how far from God I've fallen.
What i guess i want advice on, is where should i start from to rebuild my relationship with god again?