My patience have been tried severely lately and its wearing me down to be rather grumpy. Arghhh!
Does anyone else ever get like this?
Any advice would be welcomed.
Does anyone else ever get like this?
Any advice would be welcomed.
Sometimes i see it takes too much energy to be angry...
And other times i hide when i feel like it's too much to bear.
Its better to be angry and alone than blowing up on others.
My Irish gets going sometimes.
Yea I thought of all those things. I loose the entire nights sleep every Monday now with the new job. The rest of the time I spend entirely to much time on here. Its an adjustment I have been through dozens of times. My blood pressure has been up. And then there are things that just seem so stupid that it gets frustrating trying to explain to people who should know better.I just thought, too--look at natural causes...are you getting enough quality sleep? Are you getting exercise? Are you getting outside everyday? Those are huge natural factors which can make us far more irritable--and for some reason I find that when I am most irritable is when I least want to look at and address those things...but when I do, it makes a noticeable change for the better!
I realize all that, so why does the pressure seem to build?
That's a great question! I am gonna think and pray about that--because that'd be really helpful to me to know...if I am blessed with any insights I'll share----but you do the same, too, okay??
Yeah--real life is waaaay better. I really need my computer for email and stuff---but I have been seriously thinking about how we could be computer free for awhile...
I thought I would never hear you say it!The rest of the time I spend entirely to much time on here.
It reminds me of something I heard Fr. Corapi say once; If you wallow in a tub of manure long enough you will come out stinking.
Think I have got to the point where the only way I can cope is to follow Davids example, at least for a while and get out and live life a little this summer.
I thought I would never hear you say it!
Ya know... I would love to go walking with you, we have some nice parks around here. It's a perfect time to say the rosary together also.
Those that love you the most and understand you (like me ) tend to also love spending time with you. I will go the extra mile for you anytime you need me. I love to see you smile, and am sad for you when you are feeling down. and .
I would welcome a change like that. It certainly would be a blessing to be on the same schedule. Maybe you should start a thread on prayers for this job?See there, and here I thought I was spending more time with you since we got engaged.
I'm not really feeling down either. I am just feeling grumpy. I don't mind it at all. I just don't want to bite anyones head off.
My mood elevator has been on lower floors for like 3 days straight. I really think it comes from having to stay up all night one night a week and trying to switch the bio clock back and forth every few days for work.
Maybe I will get that VA job I'm interviewing for next Tues day and can cut out warping the sleep cycle on a regular basis and be a normal person for a while.
Are you ready for another schedule change - yet again?
Tell me about it. Been feeling the same way. It makes me feel like the worst person in the world.My patience have been tried severely lately and its wearing me down to be rather grumpy. Arghhh!
Does anyone else ever get like this?
Any advice would be welcomed.
All I can come up with at this point is a lack of balance. Some things that have changed have been the new job, dad dying, getting engaged, and other normal adversities in life and with my kids, contracts and such. I usually cope better than this. Maybe thats it, maybe I am tired of trying to cope with some of the extra stresses. My heart just isn't in those battles any more for some reason.
I have no doubt I am online to much. Its largely entertainment but also a ministry yet there surely is a compulsion factor to it. There is research that shows monitor radiation alone increases dopamine levels. If you know much about addictions then you will realize thats the calling factor.
What I share or try to help with here for the glory of God is the ministry factor. I think I am starting to understand better than ever how incorrigible invincible ignorance or demonic oppression is and how frustrating to think one can make a difference in it by human means. Thats arrogance isn't it? That attitude has had me indifferent to it for a while. Especially since that last crash.
I seem fine just being around here in OBOB. I couldn't haven't cared less about the rest for a quite a while. Its sickening out there. Certainly not worth fighting for which only amounts to banging the head on the proverbial brick wall anyway because even in a worthy cause there is never success and you risk being consumened yourself for trying. Even against blatant anti-catholicism. Its hard to care about everyone right now I guess when so few actually do.
Tell me about it. Been feeling the same way. It makes me feel like the worst person in the world.
I say my patience prayer every night & had a couple glasses of wine yesterday which helped relax me.
Sometimes I just feel so pressured about everything.
Then comes the lack of patience.